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attempting to make things happen!
this would be easier if i still had anything left in me.
after exhaustively battling my printer and playing the game of “shit my parents called they want to figure out whether i’m taking physics over the summer and WHERE because all the classes at the nearby schools are full and uselect is failing at course equivalencies,” i really want to do nothing but go to bed.
the ice cream for dinner probably didn’t help.
oh well. time to study chemistry and then give up and draw ponies.
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TMI Tuesday means sharing shit people don’t care about.
-Realize you might want to major in Public Health rather than Biology
-Look for schools with Public Health majors
-Find Johns Hopkins.
-Remember how expensive it is.
-Cry.
perform more college searches, repeat.
i’m only majorly a little unhappy with my choice of school.
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MORE bad combinations:
Chem labs and mondays.
jfdksa;jfdkls; WHO LET ME PUT MY CHEM LAB ON A MONDAY.
why didn’t anyone stop me from doing this to myself.
never again.
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TO DO:
-Write that essay for that book you haven’t read because holy shit it’s due wednesday
-study for chemistry because holy shit i’m going to fail if i don’t
-LAUNDRY because holy shit i’m out of underwear
-pack because holy shit i’m going home in six days
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starting to study for the biology AP the night before?
the worst not the best decision i’ve ever made.
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Hi, I’m Emily.
Today I scanned Scrabble tiles to make titles for the slides in a presentation on a book about competitive Scrabble.
Something I keep asking myself is why the hell I scanned Scrabble tiles.
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Greasy Pictures of Yourself Wednesday.
It’s one in the morning. I really need a could use a shower.
I took off my glasses at about eleven because either my bangs had left a greasy residue on the lenses, or they were far dirtier than I thought.
The headband came shortly after due to my bangs being too long and too greasy and touching my face which is too gross for me to handle.
Who said senior year was supposed to be easy? I am going to hunt them down and kill them. As soon as I clean my glasses.
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frustrations.
-Word won’t copy and paste text from one document to another. WHAT THE FUCK.
-My biology teacher has not posted the class data from the lab we did last Tuesday online yet. The lab report is due the 21st.
-IT IS FLIPPING FREEZING IN MY AUNT AND UNCLE’S HOUSE. WHY IS IT SO FUCKING COLD IN HERE, HOLY SHIT HOW DO THEY LIVE IN THIS HOUSE.
-I have tried and failed to make a graph on my computer for like the 20th time. What the heck. It’s not supposed to be this hard…
-I JUST REMEMBERED IT’S TALK LIKE A PIRATE DAY. Oh well.
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Dear AP Bio,
Can I have my life back, please?
It’s the second week of the school year and already I’m up until midnight finishing homework.
I love how interesting you are, but you’re very, very time consuming.
no love because i’m tired and want to go to bed,
Emily
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I’m going crazy.
I’m waiting and waiting and waiting for my AP test scores and the wait is driving me CRAZY.
It’s July 7th.
I’ve been googling the subject of when AP test scores come way more than any person probably should. I’ve found out they go west to east and in 2007 and 2008 Illinois test scores arrived on July 10th, but in 2009 they arrived July 13th.
THREE TO SIX MORE DAYS AND THEN THERE’S THE WEEKEND AND THERE’S NO MAIL ON SUNDAY SO THAT ADDS A DAY SO IT’S THREE TO SEVEN MORE DAYS.
I DON’T KNOW IF I CAN WAIT A WHOLE WEEK WITHOUT LOSING IT.
which implies that i haven’t already lost it.
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Almost there.
I have made all of my AP Euro flashcards, finally.
I kind of want to count them all, but at the same time I realize how incredibly stupid that would be.
Anyway, considering I’m freaking out to the point of having recurring nightmares where I receive scores of 0 on all my APs, I’m going to go study.
Hopefully by the end of the day I will be an expert on European history from the Renaissance to now, and my skills and knowledge of calculus will be regained. (maybe I’ll finally nail 3-D rotations, but that’s pushing it.)
And then maybe I’ll stop having nightmares where I get zeros, because the lowest the grading scale goes is a one.
